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MzJenn
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Location: California, United States
Birthday: 4/9/1980
Gender: Female
Interests: Shopping, clubbing, internet, meeting new people, travel... and whatever else is fun
Expertise: Living my life and dealing with what it has to throw at me...
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Computers (Hardware)
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Member Since:
8/27/2002
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| Poetry Corner Nothing special.
shattered images
I see no reflection
everythings transparent
I have no complexion
The struggle to pull through
The pain lingers on
I'll stand on my own
I'll be twice as strong
I can no longer bottle up my emotions
I've got to set my soul free
Unblindfold myself and so then
I begin to see
I know myself better then
to take all this pain
Brush off my shoulder
and happiness is what I'll gain
The reality of life
I have set myself to preparation
It's ecstatic joy that I find
It's my new creation
So no longer do I obtain
the frowns upon my face
Now all I do is smile
It's one thing I do embrace
I stand on the ground
with my own bare feet
I pay close attention to my surroundings
I am now more discreet
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| I'll tell you a story of girl who grew to be corrupt.
The reason being was because she gave it all up.
She was young and mature in the mind;
she didn't know what life had going for her.
And because of where she stands now,
she has left behind a decent future.
It all started off with a blurr, nothing fathomable to the eyes.
All she had set for herself, were endearing lies.
Her crowd was not of her kind, it set her to rough beginnings.
Left unprepared, she did not conceive the false believings.
Lectures were no good, her ears were sealed.
She was none the less satisfied, she was not appealled.
She followed her own steps, which led her off track.
All the positive she could have done, were left in the dark, beneath the pitch black.
Weak in the knees, no longer can she bear the struggle
A deep fall, so tragic...now she's in trouble.
No where to turn, no forgiven mistakes
All she was left with, was another heartbreak.
To feel so depressed and pockets full on empty
Her thoughts roamed around; "Would someone just please strangle me."
God her only savior; her guiding light to her road to life
How she begged of thee to get her out of her misery and the strife.
A Second chance is what she was given;
she took it without hesitence & began to feel good about herself
To know she can do better now, is the best feeling she ever felt
The mistakes in life she made, she made up for along the way
The gratitude for the those her forgave her, left her with so much to say
Her prayers were answered and now she's standing tall...
No longer is she lost, God will always be there to catch her fall. | | |
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shape shift
Current mood:  contemplative
There are many moments when I question my existance in this dimension. My quest for knowledge is becoming far more greater than I imagined. I am human, but there are times where my thought process turns from indivdual to Universal. With that said...let Me release My Thoughts...
I am an Earth sign. My roots are no different from You and I even though we may branch off to different realms. A child of Light? Perhaps. Mother Earth speaks softly in my ear as the fingers of Her gentle winter breeze playfully twirl My Locks - for I carry constant interaction with Time & Nature in my hair. I smell the essence of change in my 360...slowly evolving...circulating, revolving...around My being...and returning to the place it all began. Like Alpha Omega..Beginning and the End, infinity is the destiny of this eternal process. I know My life doesn't end here on Earth....nor does Yours..
*gazes out into the Sky*
How I wish to live to be 150 years old, so that I may witness the world's metamorphosis from a state of coma to the awakening of a new society of the Ancient ways. The power of manifestation exists within all of Us. The question is... WHO is Open to this concept?
I pray for clarity within Myself and others around me because better & healthier changes can only occur when it begins within each individual. It takes one's self to realize the possibilities are not too far away. Almost around the corner - if you reach out!!! I'm an official aficionado of the Collective Planetary Shift. If you freak out when something surreal happens in the physical world? Think of it as a Blessing and not a coincedence - because things are supposed to happen just the way they should...coincedence doesn't exist - really!!
"The evolution of a culture begins with each Individual." ~Anna Hayes
"Our ability to reach unity in diversity will be the Beauty and test of our civilization." ~Gandhi | | | |
| whoa.... im finally living in the bay area... living and lovin it... = D... | | |
| im leaving HAWAII... its a long time coming... finally moving and this time for sure... i got the approval from my family... sheesh parents.. they never want you to grow up... lol... its going to be good... ill have good friends thats going to be there for me... = )
dayna finally got me to go out.. its been forevers since i last went clubbing... we went to the "W" here's some pix
it was a fun night... jamie came too but no picture cause he got kruncked with friends.. lol i had fun thanx to my bestfriend dayna... i saw a lot of my hiphop friends... ive been MIA yes i have... sorry everyone ive just been working alot... weekends im spending it with family... a few more days and im gone YAY... hehe... ill try to keep updating... if not too bad.. lol | | |
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